Worrrk; Turn to the left.
Woorrk; Now turn to the right.
Woorkk; Shashay Shante.


So i guess I can finnaly say i've found someone i can talk about anything to. Josh really knows how to put my heart at ease. He says the right things at the right time. Hah I can say I love him? I guess. Hah, it gives me a funny feeling inside. I hope im saying it to the right person.

Well I talked to alot of people, catched up with alot of people. I'm glad that alot of people i used to hang out with are still on SL. And Im meeting alot of new people. I think I'm starting to love SL again.

Franzz was talking to me about this Gor-like RP he is starting up. I love the idea. I would love to be part of. :)

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Blah; new year new me; This is what I was thinking. Dougg; Living on the edge. Taking on new things. Falling in Love?

We'll see. So I signed in for the first time in awhile and I talked to Josh for awhile. Such a cutey <3. Hopefully I see him again soon. He is so nice to me. <3

Blah; Haven t really talked to much of anyone in the last 24 hours but hopefully I get around to hanging out. <3

So new year guys; Lets hope we all change for the better. And I think this person knows who I'm talking about.. Jerk..

anyways. MSN? I got it now <3 Dougyfreashh@hotmail.com

Its hard to explain to you what I do when I log in everyday. I guess you could say I just sit there, staring at the moniter, wondering, thinking. But this time i logged in I went straight to my blog.

I met someone today, i wont mention his name but he was so caring, so nice, he was the first person that wanted to get to know me. Get into my head. I kinda put a wall up to him though, i think he understood why though. He , like me, has also been hurt, broken, smashed, in his experiences. So we come from the same area. He says he wants to leave which is pretty sad.

I really hope he dosent, I want to get to know him, he made this kitten talk, lets see what I can get from him.

Thats pretty much all. I'm really enjoying blogging, its a nice way to just...talk.

I should really do some introducing. I'm Doug. Dougg Eebus on Second Life. I really made this blog to just express and put in words what happened in my experiences in this world. I guess you could say today was a pretty bad day.

I logged on and got a swarm of IM's. Accusations that were completly false. And to top it all off. They want to turn around and beg me for money. I have a small income in Second Life and with the money I do get I usually spend to help out people. But when you use me for things and materialistic items, thats not cool.

I started to think..Is SL really a place for me. I've been lied to all the time. Should I really put myself out there for more abuse. Franz talked to me though. Explained that I have so much more in Second Life. He usually is always right.

It was a short night for me. I logged feeling..heartbroken i guess you could say. I wish I dident bother Franz. He is so good to me and I hate making him worried.

Anyways. I need some rest.